Believe

Down when I bow, down when I lower myself so much that my head touches the ground...from standing tall all the while to Down there for once...In the simplest of moments, I find... resolve...His patronage...
I find forever open arms...
to my surrender of humanly boisterousness...
to my stupidities and to my wrong doings...and to my sins.
I find these arms to be awaiting my apology, always there...
to give me another chance, another hope, and another..and another...to do something with myself that isn't fallible and weak, as it so easily is the case mostly with my race...so imperfect I am, I here myself whisper...
And how Divine you are to let me be...and not put an end to me in the blink of an eye...What is it that you see in me? You created me...and here I am...with all my weaknesses, ignorance and giddiness...as always...thinking of you in my sajda...Hm, atleast I have you...you dont judge me cuz I am a sinner...your doors never seem to close...so ethereal and yet always there for me and my words and pleas and wishes and what not...you're always there for me so...why Cant I?
Its cuz I believe in YOU... cuz you always believe in ME...
I come home to you, Please guide me, Please guide us All...
within this feeling of retreat to Him and His Forgiveness
I find peace, I find ease, I find backup...
I find simplicity.
Like a depository of faith that feels just right and appropriate...that does justice to this brand of humility...where God's own masterpiece in creations, humbly bows down to Him out of reverence and respect...it seems the only place that fits or, rather, is worthy of lowering oneself so much....what unlike all else, connects..
Takes you as close as you can hope to get...the one and only divine passport...
Prayers...