Sunday, September 26, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Edge of Desire
Young and full of running, tell me where is that taking me
just a great figure eight or a tiny infinity.
Love is really nothing but a dream that keeps waking me.
For all of my trying we still end up dying, how can it be?
Don't say a word, just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see.
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe.
There, I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me.
So young and full of running all the way to the edge of desire.
Steady my breathing, silently screaming 'I have to have you now.'
Wired and I'm tired, think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor.
Or maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours.
Don't say a word, just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see.
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe.
There, I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me.
Don't say a word, just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see.
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe.
There, I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Ozzy
Today as I was walking home from college, I had an urge to just sit down, recall... and write... about my best friend...
"Ozzy"...
There have been so many times, in the 3 years of my life that i've known you, which have given me a reason to smile...
Ahh..where to begin dude...seriously :)
That one evening when I was minding my own business and suddenly I get a random text:
"See ya tomorrow" followed by a smiley
Being the macho prick I impulsively wrote
"Who the fuck is this?"
and I swear to this day I remember how the next reply felt and how it made me laugh at myself mockingly:
"I'm the fucker who was with you on the fuckin Visa Interviews last month!"
"Ohh shit! Im so sorry yar, I though it was.."
and so with the following inflow of sorry's, laughs and f-words, began what has been the best and most deeprooted and total-chemistry friendship I've had my life...
:)
I knew there was something about it... immediately after we had attended the PDO at envoy that I had found a cool guy to begin with, "this dude rocks" I thought to my 15year-old self :P hahah! It was indeed more than just that ;)
The following year in the US and how things turned out for all of us and how, despite being out of contact and immersed in the fastpaced highschool-exchange-student life, we held on to each other's freindship was simply remarkable. and enough to make me sit right now... infront of this lcd with perhaps... a lil somethin in my eye...(jk..!)
and reminisce how the days have passed, how we've built upon the things that we had to face, the distance barriers, the understanding, the culture shocks...
the "getting-exactly-what-you-mean-by-that-grin" understanding between us, be it witty, shitty, or extremely perverted hahah! ;p
regardless, just that having a dude who gets you totally and who doesnt show off, doesnt snob and just cracks you up everytime...and just having someone to talk to when the going gets tough...and having them make you laugh when you feel like falling apart..
when you're having your emo moments and someone lifts you up and gives you a "snap-the-fuck-out-of-it" call (one that works)...
Our "Man Dates" that now my gf sorta gets jealous about *grins* :P
and the profuse usage of the f-bomb hahaha! (Oh dare i miss that? :P)
and our "terminologies" for this and that, starting from CTF&FTB and DIV&F...HAHA!
God, Its hilarious to recall, bud! :D How CR came into being (im sure you remember that incident) :D
and ofc matters of real importance to guys...such as beefs, girls, studies etc.
You've been there for all this and more...so much that Its hard to encompass it all over here in this text.
You've been the one who, no matter what, and no matter where and how effin busy, never forgot about me and yes, I never forgot to think about you...even if we were 4 state lines apart... :) and now just an expressway apart :P haha!
And above it all, being lucky enough... to have...a best friend... :)
Its a reason enough to celebrate because it's "you" who's it, man.
Maybe I never really expressed how i felt before, maybe I haven't told you about what our friendship means to me...But today, I take the time to say it...
perhaps, only some of it...
but say it right...
God Bless You Dude, Wish You The Best of Everything for what's to come... *winks* ;)
You're a treasure of a friend. A treasure I dont wanna lose. :)
"Ozzy"...
There have been so many times, in the 3 years of my life that i've known you, which have given me a reason to smile...
Ahh..where to begin dude...seriously :)
That one evening when I was minding my own business and suddenly I get a random text:
"See ya tomorrow" followed by a smiley
Being the macho prick I impulsively wrote
"Who the fuck is this?"
and I swear to this day I remember how the next reply felt and how it made me laugh at myself mockingly:
"I'm the fucker who was with you on the fuckin Visa Interviews last month!"
"Ohh shit! Im so sorry yar, I though it was.."
and so with the following inflow of sorry's, laughs and f-words, began what has been the best and most deeprooted and total-chemistry friendship I've had my life...
:)
I knew there was something about it... immediately after we had attended the PDO at envoy that I had found a cool guy to begin with, "this dude rocks" I thought to my 15year-old self :P hahah! It was indeed more than just that ;)
The following year in the US and how things turned out for all of us and how, despite being out of contact and immersed in the fastpaced highschool-exchange-student life, we held on to each other's freindship was simply remarkable. and enough to make me sit right now... infront of this lcd with perhaps... a lil somethin in my eye...(jk..!)
and reminisce how the days have passed, how we've built upon the things that we had to face, the distance barriers, the understanding, the culture shocks...
the "getting-exactly-what-you-mean-by-that-grin" understanding between us, be it witty, shitty, or extremely perverted hahah! ;p
regardless, just that having a dude who gets you totally and who doesnt show off, doesnt snob and just cracks you up everytime...and just having someone to talk to when the going gets tough...and having them make you laugh when you feel like falling apart..
when you're having your emo moments and someone lifts you up and gives you a "snap-the-fuck-out-of-it" call (one that works)...
Our "Man Dates" that now my gf sorta gets jealous about *grins* :P
and the profuse usage of the f-bomb hahaha! (Oh dare i miss that? :P)
and our "terminologies" for this and that, starting from CTF&FTB and DIV&F...HAHA!
God, Its hilarious to recall, bud! :D How CR came into being (im sure you remember that incident) :D
and ofc matters of real importance to guys...such as beefs, girls, studies etc.
You've been there for all this and more...so much that Its hard to encompass it all over here in this text.
You've been the one who, no matter what, and no matter where and how effin busy, never forgot about me and yes, I never forgot to think about you...even if we were 4 state lines apart... :) and now just an expressway apart :P haha!
And above it all, being lucky enough... to have...a best friend... :)
Its a reason enough to celebrate because it's "you" who's it, man.
Maybe I never really expressed how i felt before, maybe I haven't told you about what our friendship means to me...But today, I take the time to say it...
perhaps, only some of it...
but say it right...
God Bless You Dude, Wish You The Best of Everything for what's to come... *winks* ;)
You're a treasure of a friend. A treasure I dont wanna lose. :)
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Imagine Me Imagining You Imagining Us ;)
I envy you for that...
Yes, that dream made me drift away...
It felt so mesmerizing just to imagine...(yep, imaginations rock)
and it made me happy... :)
You said "So if you love someone that means you wonder about them??"
gee, Well..DUH!
:P
and that's my unalienable right, your dreaminess...
yes, the right to use my head...my imagination :D
so yeah...please dont refrain yourself, its your right too...
besides, YOU were the one who dreamt such an awesome dream, not me... :P
So go ahead ;) utilize the rest 42% of it that was kept safe from your "tharki"... :P
HAHA! God *shakes head* :D
Oh and yes, despite it all...I would still wish that the 65% of it comes true like you told me :P warna aur bhi dreams hain jo.. apko pata hi hain ;) but they're a bit too bizarre or a bit too much for.. just yet...if you know what I mean... :P
Uno Cuatro Tres <3
Tata!
Its endearing when you say bye a dozen times and end up talking, not getting off the phone :P
Its cuter when you do it like you're a pissed, a zalimana BYE and then silence...and then after a few seconds again voices return... :p
suddenly I, being the so-termed "brutally" romantic and persistent bf, break the silence again and go:
"Well...?"
"Whaatt?? Tum gae kyun nahi??" *blushing, surprised by the cute awkwardness of it*
"Cuz you didnt cut the call.." *grins*
"What?? Me? Ergh! Jana to tum ne hai"
"Nahi to, mujhe to koi jaldi nahi hai"
"Acha to jao na...jao BYE!"
"acha acha jata hun jata hun..." *giggles*
"Jao..BYEE!!"
"Aisa bye?"
"Han...Ap jaen..abhi!!" *80% teased*
"Abhi?"
"YES Abhi!"
"Isi waqt?"
"ERGH! Han na! Jao bhi...Loser!!"
*cracks up*
"Erghh!! Nahi na bhai.. ye kya baat hui...Ye kya bkwas hai?"
"bkwas ye hai ke..I love you"
"Yeah right..I hate you too"
"mmhmmm" *chuckling*
"ab jao bus...tata! BYE! Jao!"
"acha na ja raha hun na, ja raha hun.."
"Jao..tata!"
"tata.."
......*silence for 5 seconds*
*AAA!! Jaooo!*
"OK OK! GOD!!" *cracks up again*
"I hate you!!"
"I love you too!"
"Mein nahi baat kr rahi...kuti! Jao..Go effin shower!!"
"Jaun?"
"HAN! JAEN!!"
"so you want me to go, right?"
"Han stoopid!"
"Then you're supposed to push the red button, love haha mein ne to nahi jana"
"GO.SHOWER.RIGHT.NOW...BYE!"
...... *more silence*
"Well..? you didnt push the red button!"
"OMG! AAA!! Tum jao na, mein kyun karun?"
"Cuz apko hi jaldi mujhe bhejne ki"
"Ergh! Bus enough! BYE! TATA!"
"this tata for real?" *chuckling still*
"YES BYE TATA!"
*finally cuts the call as soon as the word TATA leaves her vocal cords making sure it doesnt happen yet again*
WOW! That was unbelievably cute, baby :P
HAHA!
Uno Cuatro Tres <3
Its cuter when you do it like you're a pissed, a zalimana BYE and then silence...and then after a few seconds again voices return... :p
suddenly I, being the so-termed "brutally" romantic and persistent bf, break the silence again and go:
"Well...?"
"Whaatt?? Tum gae kyun nahi??" *blushing, surprised by the cute awkwardness of it*
"Cuz you didnt cut the call.." *grins*
"What?? Me? Ergh! Jana to tum ne hai"
"Nahi to, mujhe to koi jaldi nahi hai"
"Acha to jao na...jao BYE!"
"acha acha jata hun jata hun..." *giggles*
"Jao..BYEE!!"
"Aisa bye?"
"Han...Ap jaen..abhi!!" *80% teased*
"Abhi?"
"YES Abhi!"
"Isi waqt?"
"ERGH! Han na! Jao bhi...Loser!!"
*cracks up*
"Erghh!! Nahi na bhai.. ye kya baat hui...Ye kya bkwas hai?"
"bkwas ye hai ke..I love you"
"Yeah right..I hate you too"
"mmhmmm" *chuckling*
"ab jao bus...tata! BYE! Jao!"
"acha na ja raha hun na, ja raha hun.."
"Jao..tata!"
"tata.."
......*silence for 5 seconds*
*AAA!! Jaooo!*
"OK OK! GOD!!" *cracks up again*
"I hate you!!"
"I love you too!"
"Mein nahi baat kr rahi...kuti! Jao..Go effin shower!!"
"Jaun?"
"HAN! JAEN!!"
"so you want me to go, right?"
"Han stoopid!"
"Then you're supposed to push the red button, love haha mein ne to nahi jana"
"GO.SHOWER.RIGHT.NOW...BYE!"
...... *more silence*
"Well..? you didnt push the red button!"
"OMG! AAA!! Tum jao na, mein kyun karun?"
"Cuz apko hi jaldi mujhe bhejne ki"
"Ergh! Bus enough! BYE! TATA!"
"this tata for real?" *chuckling still*
"YES BYE TATA!"
*finally cuts the call as soon as the word TATA leaves her vocal cords making sure it doesnt happen yet again*
WOW! That was unbelievably cute, baby :P
HAHA!
Uno Cuatro Tres <3
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